kingdoms_of_auradon | Let's See What's In The Cards (Mmhm)

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Let's See What's In The Cards (Mmhm)

The weather was still bitterly cold, and the snow was still thick on the ground, but it was finally possible to at least go outside by the front doors. The King and Queen have still forbidden anyone from staying overnight at the museum district in case it started snowing again. But the King could be seen outside trying to shovel snow enough to make a path to the castle at the least.

The snow was still too thick to get easily anywhere not shoveled, and the snow was so heavy that even beasted out, Ben needed to take constant breaks inside to sit down and dry off. This wasn't going to be a fast task.

It was only made harder when it started. For those who slept, it would start after they have fully awoken for the day. For those who don't sleep, they'd find that they had fallen into a pleasant daydream, even if it wasn't normal for them to do so. When they came out of it, that was when it would start for them.

But what is it, exactly?

Small snippets of memories, playing for anyone who was with the person remembering to see. But the thing was, these memories... were memories the person had not yet made. Memories of the future.

Not enough to give answers, probably not enough to give reassurances for much other than "oh hey, I do have a future after all," but generally pleasant, and short. Hey, it will give people a thing to talk about, at least. Especially since this will go on for the next two weeks or so.

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Sephiroth watched the scene, despite feeling uncomfortable to see something that he imagined should have been private. But he slowly nodded. It was nice, to see new scenes with Zack ... even though they seemed too incredible to be real.

"I wonder how long it will go on."

Would he miss them when they stopped? Or would he be relieved not to keep seeing things he was sure were only fantasies that could never happen?

"... What would that mean, that you and another you would destroy each other? Like a time paradox? Or would it just be too uncomfortable for there to be two?"

"None of the odd happenings here seem to last more than a few weeks at least, and most last far less times. Not sure if that is a curse or a blessing this time. As for what I meant... it is something of a long story," she warned. "And one probably not interesting to most people it doesn't directly impact."

Sephiroth wasn't sure either.

He nodded. "I wouldn't trouble you about it, except for the concern of what if I encounter another me with a Zack someday? Would there be any danger that I would inadvertently destroy the other me?"

"Ah, on that score I can reassure you. While it has happened a number of times to me, other than one possible moment of concern with Naminé, I have never seen anyone else absorb their other self. I am uncertain why it happens with me, however."

That was encouraging, although he was definitely unsettled by the news of it repeatedly happening.

"You have accidentally absorbed multiple other yous?"

And there was no way to restore them?

She took a deep breath and then nodded. "Once I understood what was going on, however, I was able to stop it from happening again."

"That's good, at least.... If you absorbed rather than actually destroying them, do their spirits live on in you?"

Perhaps it was the hero in him that was concerned for others he had never met.

She nodded. "I have full memories of all of those lives. Though I have since learned how to gain the memories of others of my lives without absorbing or taking away anything that needs to remain there."

"That is an impressive skill. Is there any way to restore the others to their separate bodies?"

"Not that I have found," she said softly, with real regret. "and to be honest? I'm not sure which of my memories would split off at this point. All of them have mixed and they are all... me."

"I see," he said quietly, with a grim nod. Perhaps he would try to search for a way, if he ever got back home.... "That sounds ... very confusing. You're not sure at all which of the memories are uniquely yours anymore?"

"It is more... that they are all mine now. I remember the childhood where I grew up on an island in a much larger world, and the child hood where I had free run of the whole of the world. Where Ven came to us so short a time before we parted ways and in which Ven was with us since he was about five. They're all real to me. They're all me, to me."

He nodded slowly. "... Would you even want to let go of the memories?" Especially if some might be happier than her actual life....

"If it would help someone else, I would be willing to."

"Perhaps someday there will be a solution to restore them," Sephiroth said. It was a disturbing problem. He hated to think the other Aquas would never be free.

"Perhaps," she said with a small nod. It was... more complicated for her, emotionally. But if it would help others, that would matter more than her own feelings on the matter.

He supposed it would be difficult to give up memories one felt were theirs now. If he had memories of getting Zack back, it would be very hard to let go of them.

He sighed tiredly, looking back to where the scene had played as if half-expecting more to come. When it didn't, he started to get up. "... I wonder what the next nonexistent scene is going to be," he grunted. "So far they've been pleasant, but unlikely to be real." The Zack one seemed easier to happen than Cloud grieving over him.

"At least pleasant is better than otherwise. Even dreams are worth having and holding dear to our hearts."

"I suppose. I would prefer real, but these are sweet fantasies, at least."

"Real grows from our Hearts. Holding the dream helps us find the reality."

"That's true," Sephiroth says with a nod. He knows the hearts certainly have real power; his wings formed from his strong emotions. "But I doubt even the hearts' power can bring back the dead ... unless it's an enchanted death."

Ironically enough, he's foretelling part of his own fate once he returns home.

"If I have learned anything in my life, my friend, it is that reality, every reality, has a way of surprising you. A way of making the seeming impossible into the actual. We are here having this conversation, after all, in a world that it was seemingly impossible for either of us to know of... let alone reach."

Sephiroth nodded. "You make a good point. Perhaps someday I will see my Zack again."

Even in the events the scenes depicted. He would love to believe they could be real.

"I am confidant that if it is at all possible, that it will absolutely happen."

"I wish I were as confident," Sephiroth said. "But I'm glad one of us is."

Someone should keep hold of hope when that was such a big thing to Zack.

Of course, Sephiroth really believed more in hope than he felt he did. He had never stopped looking for Zack and hoping to find him. Even here, he had tried to learn if anyone had seen Zack.

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